I really hate it when [ ] makes me feel like I’m a total asshole in which I probably am. I’m not that good with relationships, I don’t know how to depend on the other person let alone take care of that person. I can’t even take care of myself. I don’t like the fact that [ ] always questions me about how I treat you. And I know that I always prove [ ] right because [ ] doesn’t know it but [ ] pisses me off. It pisses me off to the point that I don’t even want to see your face or stay in the same room with you. Actually the both of you. It makes me really mad. Sometimes I do think that you are better off with a different person. Not with [ ] because that would be fucked up of you. I don’t like how you can’t tell me things, I feel like you can tell others but not me. I hate the fact that you remind me of myself. I really hate the fact that deep down I know that I may just be taking advantage of you.
I really don’t want you coming up to me asking why I am writing this post. I am just venting.
